| Back to the city where everyone hurts me
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| Where nobody loves me for me
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| Nobody cares how much I hurt, they just want what I got
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| And I don’t have a lot, they sucked it the fuck out of me
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| I’ve been afraid to be myself again
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| 'Cause I’ve let too many evil rapist demons in, yeah
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| It be your own friends, don’t trust nobody
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| Don’t even feel like I’m still in my body
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| I don’t wanna feel anymore
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| I’d rather be numb
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| I’d rather be dumb
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| I’d rather be free, I’d rather rest in peace
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| I’ve been ready to die, I’m begging on my knees
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| Want love but I’ll never find it
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| I just pretend like I don’t mind it
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| The only time I let somebody in
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| They hurt me again
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| There’s a little heart and it wants to live
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| There’s a little part that thinks it should be him
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| There’s a little part that thinks it should be him
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| I don’t wanna feel anymore
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| I’d rather be numb
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| I’d rather be dumb
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| I’d rather be free, I’d rather rest in peace
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| I’ve been ready to die, I’m begging on my knees
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| Just want love but I’ll never find it
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| I just pretend like I don’t mind it
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| The only time I let somebody in
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| They hurt me again |