Lyrics Dope - D'espairsRay

Dope

Monday the endless toll of the church bell
shot through the head in a parade of saints
Tuesday the sun is stained black
See, before your eyes is a malicious world natural dope
Wednesday I lost my mind, dancing and singing charismatically
in a worn-out red suit
Thursday pouring my soul’s fire into the speakers,
playing a love song, I thought that’s where I ought to be, drowning in it…
Suppressing the numbing pain, the overflowing emotions, turning my eyes away
from reality
I’ve already surrendered everything, headed alone into the empty,
futile depths mind trip!
In a demonic waltz 123 until I’m corrupted count down!
count down!
Ascending to the moon 123 Let go, sink down!
Friday I came across you Was it the saving grace of God?
Saturday I close my eyes the tumbling DICE of fate
Sunday pleasure’s bewitching harmony
The black mass dissolves away natural dope
I weighed my severed feelings against the heaviness of the pain
The world I saw with you could take on any colour,
because of love I experienced what it is to have my heart yearn for a place
At the limits of despair you come to mind and I repeat my sorrow stopstopstop…
Suppressing the numbing pain, the overflowing emotions, turning my eyes away
from reality
I’ve already surrendered everything, headed alone into the empty,
futile real twice dead