Lyrics Dielogue - Cyan Velvet Project

Dielogue

I can hunt you down to
a corner in the chambers of my head
allthough i know why to do so
I assure that you’re the apple of my eye
do I treasure you in vain?
have you brought me nothing more than pain?
prostrator — this is you
tormenting is all you do
nothing more than a prostrator
this is you
compliant — so I am you
what have we learned of ourselves so far
but what about things to come
what will i be when there’s no place to run?
oh you’re so full of it
you live your life like it’s really worth of it
so what if i just don’t react?
turn my eyes and ears away from attacks
and what’s the benefit?
you live your life like you’ve never tasted it
splinters beneath my fingernails
remind me that i have tried and failed
yet still so much undone
you live your life like it isn’t the only one
oh i feel so insecured
confused and somewhat disturbed
others dedicate their time
to maintain and cherish the bloodline…
death, he loves me
he showes me that there’s nothing to be afraid in the end
but for his love must lose all the reason
become numb and cold at heart