
Date of issue: 16.01.2020
Age restrictions: 18+
Record label: SPIDER GANG
Song language: English
Imperfect |
Could explain |
How much I hate myself |
Nothing fucking matters |
Anyway |
I might jus take myself |
Out |
Hit myself with the old yeller |
Cuz lately I been feeling |
So depressed under the weather |
Everybody been making me |
Feel worthless |
Beginning the end but |
Either way i’m still working |
Thought we had something |
But i guess it’s not worth it |
So everybodys happy |
In this stalemate but |
Im hurting |
Damn |
Ain’t it a shame |
How we throw blame |
We fuck each other’s brains |
Scream then feel the throat pain |
Overdosing |
And |
Blowing the cocaine |
I spent the summer drugged |
Out |
So i had to go drain |
The way i’m feeling |
Cuz you couldn’t imagine it |
Thoughts of suicide |
Because I couldn’t manage it |
Had to step away |
And take a look where my passion is |
College dropout |
But still a high school graduate |
And then i ask |
Are you proud of me mom |
Are you proud of me dad |
Am I proud that im sad |
Fuck no |
If it was up to me |
Id never be mad |
Never feel any way |
Always glad to be glad |
But |
Life don’t work that way |
You gotta work everyday |
To secure that place |
Uh |
And don’t hurt that face |
Go to the sink and splash |
Some water |
You deserve that day |
Basically I always struggled with depression |
It always take a death for you to learn a fucking lesson |
I’m tryna learn to take the fucking day like it’s a blessing |
Leave the past in the past |
It’s time to focus on the present |
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