| I can’t even remember the first time you led me down this path
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| Fuck
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| I never once in my life thought I could ever feel much lower than this
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| This book is open; |
| I try to pour my thoughts out on these pages but my will is
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| broken. |
| The fear is setting in
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| I could give you everything you need, but I think the motivation’s leaving me
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| Every day is the same dark feeling
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| Time’s fleeting, anger’s leaving me
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| It’s getting harder to relate and release
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| This road is pulling away from what I want but that’s okay, some things are
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| easier missed
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| I’d rather fail than sit and wish
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| So why would I quit?
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| Maybe indecisiveness is the winner, shadow’s getting bigger, my soul starts to
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| crumble and wither
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| And I think I’m losing all control
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| Where’s that old fire that I’d pride myself for always holding inside?
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| Guess I could stop pretending to be something I’m not, is it something I want,
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| or is it something I’ve got?
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| It’s time to stop second guessing every single thought
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| I think I’ve lost
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| Scraping the bottom of the fucking barrel from the start
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| How could I be so pathetic?
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| Every day is the same dark feeling
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| Time’s fleeting, anger’s leaving me
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| It’s getting harder to relate and release
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| This road is pulling away from what I want but that’s okay, some things are
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| easier missed
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| I’d rather fail than sit and wish
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| Every line’s the same, they’re all the fucking same
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| I think the motivation’s leaving me
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| It’s like the answer’s right in front of me but old me won’t let go of me
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| The answer’s there in front of me but old me’d never let me see
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| Every day is the same dark feeling
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| Time’s fleeting, anger’s leaving me
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| It’s getting harder to relate and release
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| This road is pulling away from what I want but that’s okay, some things are
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| easier missed
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| I’d rather fail than sit and wish
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| It’s like the answer’s right in front of me but old me won’t let go of me
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| The answer’s there in front of me but old me’d never let me see |