Lyrics This Time - Cryptic Wisdom

This Time

I wanna be free from the cycle
Doing what I can just to not be going psycho (oh)
There’s no telling where your life goes
When there ain’t a damn thing that you ever fight for
I was young, I was dumb
What they want me to be
Had enough, I went numb
Now they all wanna be my friend
It’s funny how I did it to make some
And I made some
Round and around we go
The world don’t stop and the trouble follows
But if it’s round and around we go
I’m gonna go, I’m gonna go
Harder
This time
I don’t think I wanna get high
That ain’t gonna make it alright
I’ma feel it all for the first time in my life
This time
I don’t think I wanna get high
That ain’t gonna make it alright
I’ma feel it all for the first time in my life
I remember when these women, they were bad for me
And I would never even notice it was happening
But there I went, when I fell apart
And when I bent, it got hella dark
But I was good, I was water, I could flow each way
And there’s some times I wanna be that freak show these days
If I OD, maybe I’ll be that OG Dave
No wait I’m cappin', that can’t happen, I’m too cold these days
It’s like
Round and around we go
The world don’t stop and the trouble follows
But if it’s round and around we go
I’m gonna go, I’m gonna go
Harder
This time
I don’t think I wanna get high
That ain’t gonna make it alright
I’ma feel it all for the first time in my life
This time
I don’t think I wanna get high
That ain’t gonna make it alright
I’ma feel it all for the first time in my life