Lyrics Last Stand - Cryptic Wisdom

Last Stand

They say, never ever gonna mount to anything in this life
But I’ve got some pride I’m not swallowing, call on it tonight
And they may be right, dropped right outta my high school
Got a gun to my head every night, real talk, with a trigger that I might pull
Nobody knows it, it’s over for me, I’m over the edge
And I’m blowing up inside cause I’m not who I’m supposed to be
Nobody’s chosen me, too sick for the heavens and yet I’ve neglected the demons
in my head, I’m directed like I’m —
Never gonna get another chance at joy with somebody else
Cause I’m too vindictive, addicted to pain, and yo it might’ve helped —
If I hadn’t read into this so stupidly, it could be you and me in the future,
fucking and loving mutually
But it’s never gonna be that way, life is looking down now
Gotta get my fam outta debt, get my hands on a cheque with a mic,
I’m looking right out —
At the crowd, in my dreams, if you really wanna know what I mean
That’s too bad cause I just don’t trust anyone anymore, you’re an enemy
This is my last stand, tell me what you really mean
Cause after this record I’m headed for the guillotine
I can’t take it, I’ve made myself to be someone that I’m not and it’s crazy
So save all your goodbyes, I’m gonna give it to you one last time
So if you hear me, just throw your fists up
You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone and I give up
Day one I’mma take it slow, happiness — I can’t make it show
Cause I’ve been forgotten, there’s no fixing a forsaken home
And the bread, I’mma make my dough, whatever means, I don’t hustle crack
But whatever it takes, I’mma make my cake, and I might just bust a rap
For the green, I see no point, to be doing it free, my joints —
Are the hottest products up on the market, rocking, bringing noise
But I can’t do that, cause I do rap for the fans when I need to vent
And you’d better believe me, this ain’t easy, I cannot breathe and bet —
That if I collect a cheque, for the words in my notepad
I’m giving it all away to family, and it’s so sad —
That it really had to come to this but I’m a fuck up and you love it so
And the pain that I gain from the life that I’m living isn’t gonna get covered,
no
I just can’t keep up with my music life or my challenges
Between being me and pleasing you, I can’t balance it, and —
This may be the last album if you don’t stop sleeping and playing me
Cause you are never gonna hear another motherfucker drop this shit like David G
This is my last stand, tell me what you really mean
Cause after this record I’m headed for the guillotine
I can’t take it, I’ve made myself to be someone that I’m not and it’s crazy
So save all your goodbyes, I’m gonna give it to you one last time
So if you hear me, just throw your fists up
You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone and I give up
You’re gonna miss me
You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone (gone, gone, gone, gone)
You’re gonna miss me
You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone (gone, gone, gone, gone)
You’re gonna miss me (miss me, miss me, miss me)
This is my last stand, tell me what you really mean
Cause after this record I’m headed for the guillotine
I can’t take it, I’ve made myself to be someone that I’m not and it’s crazy
So save all your goodbyes, I’m gonna give it to you one last time
So if you hear me, just throw your fists up
You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone and I give up