Lyrics Untitled #2 - Cruel Tie

Untitled #2

I'll turn 24 in two weeks
and why am I afraid to live?
I still worry about the future and about the aging of my brain
how to learn to exist in the present?
how to not think about anything?
how to stop counting time and just live a simple life?
I hate November
I hate November
I hate its guts
I hate November
but it doesn't hate me
I've lived through the first chapter of my life
now I often think about the afterlife
or if anything makes sense
soon we'll have to move and abandon our first language
will we miss our hometown adventures?
I'm sure yeah
it's hard to write heartwarming songs in English for Russian people
I pass my tongue through the eye of a needle
and try to break the wall down
but it's impossible
that's why we're all gonna leave our hometown
I hate relocation
I hate adaptation
with all my heart
I hate the situation we're in