| The world is cold as a winter
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| And people gonna get up under your skin like a splinter
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| I got a whole lot of issues that are unresolved
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| I went 2 weeks without seeing nobody, just my dog
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| His name is Blao, he’s the closest thing to a child
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| I may ever have, I’m selfish as hell, why lie
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| Too self absorbed of relationships, still I try
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| From time to time to find me one for my life
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| And my patterns are hard for a decent woman to
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| Respect or accept, so whores I keep em' comin through
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| In the bed with a babbling bitch that loves me
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| And she bad it’s just some about it’s ugly
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| After we finish, I hate when she try to touch me
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| It ain’t her fault, that’s just me
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| I slowly weigh down, but I ain’t perfect though
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| Relapse is a record that I done heard before
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| And I’m no Marshall Mathers, I’m talking Andy Mathis
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| I’m talking deadly habits, it’s so sad and tragic
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| The world is cold as a winter
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| And people gonna get up under your skin like a splinter
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| I know I’m a sinner,
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| But all I can do is pray, god just take the pain away
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| Cause I’m cold as the winter
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| And life done got up under my skin like a splinter
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| I know I’m a winner
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| But all I can do is pray, don’t let me lose my faith today
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| I tried my best to be so good to some folks
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| The same people showed me betrayal up close
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| The flip side of that coin is I’ve been negligent
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| With a lot of my real friends I never meant
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| To let a day turn into a month and then a year
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| Without speaking to you, I know that it appears
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| I just forgot about y’all but really in truth
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| I forgot about me too, this igloo
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| I built around myself it’s so frigid
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| And it ain’t melting away, I don’t dig it
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| I know life is gone, I’m gon' miss it
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| It’s like it never was here, if you don’t live it
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| I think about the past and get so livid
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| What the fuck was you thinking, I don’t get it
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| You so capable, personality magnetic
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| Life could have been so good if you had let it
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| The world is cold as a winter
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| And people gonna get up under your skin like a splinter
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| I know I’m a sinner,
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| But all I can do is pray, god just take the pain away
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| Cause I’m cold as the winter
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| And life done got up under my skin like a splinter
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| I know I’m a winner
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| But all I can do is pray, don’t let me lose my faith today
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| I may not be the shit to you but where I come from
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| Them people love Bub, therefor I must just
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| Stay faithful, the lord got his hands on me
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| And you don’t hate me, you just don’t understand, homie
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| There from humble beginnings I saw limitless
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| Possibility, fear was my only nemesis
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| Along the way I forfeited my innocence
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| But that is ok, thank you lord
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| For all the pain, the affliction
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| It’s like a mirror in my face that I need to see
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| All my loss, my addiction
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| Showed me something that I really needed to know about me
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| It’s like a shape to me, you’re more than me
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| Killing this heart is controlling me
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| Though I’m out of control, you still order me
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| Folding me up inside your hands and the words don’t come
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| The world is cold as a winter
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| And people gonna get up under your skin like a splinter
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| I know I’m a sinner,
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| But all I can do is pray, god just take the pain away
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| Cause I’m cold as the winter
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| And life done got up under my skin like a splinter
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| I know I’m a winner
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| But all I can do is pray, let me make it through the day
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| Let me make it through the day. |