Song information On this page you can find the lyrics of the song a selfish holiday gift, artist - cøzybøy.
Date of issue: 30.11.2021
Song language: English
a selfish holiday gift |
How many times did I say I wanted true love? |
When you read me stories and held me to your breast, yeah |
And how many times did I ask I wanted to stay up? |
(Wanted to stay up) |
But my daddy told me I should go to bed, yeah |
And they left me there |
Wide awake so excited |
I crept downstairs |
And heard something break in the room |
Oh and then my dad left the room |
And I said mommy, please don’t cry (Don't cry) |
Oh, I’ll stay up with you all night (All night) |
We’ll eat the cookies off the mantle by the lights (By the lights) |
And she said baby it’s alright (Alright) |
Just look around it’s warm and bright (And bright) |
But I still felt so cold upon that winter night |
I was five |
Oh, I was 5, oh |
Oh, I was 5 |
Oh, I was 5, oh |
And that star on the tree |
That I cannot reach |
Is looming weighted over me |
And the presents beneath |
Don’t mean shit to me |
If I can’t have my family |
On this Christmas eve |
I can’t let you leave |
I need you to stay, here with me |
But these little hands |
No, they can’t grasp |
Anything |
So I said mommy, please don’t cry |
Oh, I’ll stay up with you all night (All night) |
We’ll eat the cookies off the mantle by the lights (By the lights) |
And she said baby it’s alright (Alright) |
Just look around it’s warm and bright (And bright) |
But I still felt so cold upon that winter night |
I was five |
And they left me there |
They left me there, oh yeah |
So on the 25th tonight |
I’ll just wash my .45 |
And pull the only thing that I can hold tonight |
And I wrote mommy please don’t cry |
Just know I loved you all my life |
There’s just so much shit I feel at 25 |
So this is goodbye |