Lyrics Not Myself Today - Cozi Zuehlsdorff, Heidi Blickenstaff, Kahyun Kim

Not Myself Today - Cozi Zuehlsdorff, Heidi Blickenstaff, Kahyun Kim
Song information On this page you can find the lyrics of the song Not Myself Today, artist - Cozi Zuehlsdorff.
Date of issue: 25.10.2018
Song language: English

Not Myself Today

I was ready to be grown-up
Just waiting for the day
And now I am freaking
Does mommy feel this way?
See, they think that I have answers
They look to me to guide
They see this old, old woman
But there’s a little girl inside
I’m not myself today
I’m in a funny way
I’m not the thing they think they see
This alpha mommy —
She’s not me
They want a woman I can’t be
And words that I can’t say
I’m not the woman
I thought I was
I’m not myself today
I had no idea a woman
Could feel so damn dismissed
They smile and call me «sweetheart»
Does Ellie feel like this?
See, if only they would listen
I could get the search on track
But when they hear me talking
They just think I’m talking back
I’m not myself tonight
And more than me is not right
Cause Fletcher’s lost
And so am I
It’s not that often bye the bye
I wish I were a six-foot guy
But I want to win this fight
I’m not the woman I need to be
I’m not myself tonight
If I had a kid
And the kid ran away
I’d hunt him down and kill him
My god!
What a thing to say!
If I had a kid
And the kid ran away
I would find him
I would hold him
And then I’d kill him, okay?
I’m sorry, I’m not myself today!
Hey, are you okay?
Are you okay?
I’m not okay
What a day!
Even with all of this
Mess up between us
I thought I would do better
I thought I know the way
I mean, even as you
I’m a mess of a person
Can’t get my crap together
I’m also a mess I’d say
I’m not myself today!
I’m not myself today!
I’m not myself today!
I’m not myself
I’m not myself today!
(All three singing together incoherently)
I never felt so young and small
It breaks my heart
To hear them call
When there’s nothing I can say
I’m not the woman I thought I was
I’m not the woman I wish I’d be
I’m not myself today
I’m not myself today
Fletcher!
Fletcher!
Fletcher!

Share lyrics:

Write what you think about the lyrics!

Other songs of the artist:

NameYear
Nevada ft. Cozi Zuehlsdorff 2016
Way Back ft. Cozi Zuehlsdorff 2018
Confessions ft. Cozi Zuehlsdorff 2017
Where I'll Be Waiting 2016
What It's Like to Be Me 2018
I Got This ft. Heidi Blickenstaff, Dara Reneé, Sarah Willey 2018
Original Originals 2014
My Jam 2014
Overruled 2014
Turn the Light On 2014
Middle of A 2014
Today and Ev'ry Day ft. Heidi Blickenstaff, Alex Desert, Jason Maybaum 2018
Shield 2014
At Last It's Me 2018
That's All She Wrote 2014
Brave Souls (From "Dolphin Tale 2") 2014

Artist lyrics: Cozi Zuehlsdorff