Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song Not Myself Today , by - Cozi Zuehlsdorff. Release date: 25.10.2018
Song language: English
Not Myself Today |
| I was ready to be grown-up |
| Just waiting for the day |
| And now I am freaking |
| Does mommy feel this way? |
| See, they think that I have answers |
| They look to me to guide |
| They see this old, old woman |
| But there’s a little girl inside |
| I’m not myself today |
| I’m in a funny way |
| I’m not the thing they think they see |
| This alpha mommy — |
| She’s not me |
| They want a woman I can’t be |
| And words that I can’t say |
| I’m not the woman |
| I thought I was |
| I’m not myself today |
| I had no idea a woman |
| Could feel so damn dismissed |
| They smile and call me «sweetheart» |
| Does Ellie feel like this? |
| See, if only they would listen |
| I could get the search on track |
| But when they hear me talking |
| They just think I’m talking back |
| I’m not myself tonight |
| And more than me is not right |
| Cause Fletcher’s lost |
| And so am I |
| It’s not that often bye the bye |
| I wish I were a six-foot guy |
| But I want to win this fight |
| I’m not the woman I need to be |
| I’m not myself tonight |
| If I had a kid |
| And the kid ran away |
| I’d hunt him down and kill him |
| My god! |
| What a thing to say! |
| If I had a kid |
| And the kid ran away |
| I would find him |
| I would hold him |
| And then I’d kill him, okay? |
| I’m sorry, I’m not myself today! |
| Hey, are you okay? |
| Are you okay? |
| I’m not okay |
| What a day! |
| Even with all of this |
| Mess up between us |
| I thought I would do better |
| I thought I know the way |
| I mean, even as you |
| I’m a mess of a person |
| Can’t get my crap together |
| I’m also a mess I’d say |
| I’m not myself today! |
| I’m not myself today! |
| I’m not myself today! |
| I’m not myself |
| I’m not myself today! |
| (All three singing together incoherently) |
| I never felt so young and small |
| It breaks my heart |
| To hear them call |
| When there’s nothing I can say |
| I’m not the woman I thought I was |
| I’m not the woman I wish I’d be |
| I’m not myself today |
| I’m not myself today |
| Fletcher! |
| Fletcher! |
| Fletcher! |