| Love, you question it
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| Hate is evident
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| People who never voted betray you for dead presidents
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| Some wear two faces: friend and enemy
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| And gain nothing 'cause they don’t deserve anything
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| I risk my life for niggas who didn’t write or visit
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| During my time in prison I realized my friendship
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| Isn’t what I envisioned
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| And I’m tired of giving
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| With no reciprocation, thankfully times are different
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| I pray for friends I’ve lost
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| Grateful to find religion, in my life
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| Keeping it real is making right decisions
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| Loyalty has its toll, it costs nothing to mind your business
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| You can add this to the list of deepest lines I’ve written
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| I guess my higher vision comes from knowing sky’s the limit
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| And I acquired wisdom from triumph and failure
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| Money can come and go but valuable lessons
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| Are never bad investments and they last forever
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| All these lessons that I’ve learned only mean one thing
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| I just want to live my life
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| Never make the same mistake
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| Promise that I’m going to make it right
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| Emphatically my blood circulates conscious
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| My family is blood that circulates gossip
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| My sister calls my cousin
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| My cousin calls his mom but
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| Nobody calls me and I’m the topic
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| Similar to what my aunt did to my father
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| Was consumed by drugs while she consumed vodka
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| I ain’t feeling that
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| Hypocritical, judgmental bullshit
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| The pot calling the kettle black
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| So simmer down; |
| one thing I never lack
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| Is food for thought — I just faxed
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| The main course, crabs want to pull you back
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| When you make it out because they lack
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| Potential to rise
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| It’s clear to see the root of evil has affected my family tree
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| Can’t bloom
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| Resentment and greed
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| Are so deep my grandmother was victim of thieves
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| Of her own kin
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| Though we all sin
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| I call it how I see it; |
| that’s some cold shit
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| I forgive but I won’t forget
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| Siblings acting funny over money; |
| I don’t owe you shit
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| All these lessons that I’ve learned only mean one thing
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| I just want to live my life
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| Never make the same mistake
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| Promise that I’m going to make it right
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| We loved hard and fought harder
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| If we fought as hard for love, we’d be much stronger
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| You wanna argue 'bout what I didn’t do
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| Yet ignore what I did
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| When you accuse me of cheating it was only your guilt
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| Manifesting itself as a result
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| You’d rather hate me than be mad at yourself
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| Now you free; |
| we no longer trapped in lies
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| You never find happiness until you happy inside
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| We’ve been up, we’ve been down
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| We laughed and we cried
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| But through it all I showed you I’m a provider
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| Now you taking me to court saying you need support
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| For your living expenses
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| Really? |
| How is this?
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| You get advice from women who senseless
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| With no life so they want to get in my business
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| Ignorance can’t match infinite wisdom
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| It’s supreme over weak schemes and hidden agendas
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| All these lessons that I’ve learned only mean one thing
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| I just want to live my life
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| Never make the same mistake
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| Promise that I’m going to make it right
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| It’s been a long time but
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| I can finally sleep at night
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| I can finally sleep, I, I can finally sleep
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| I, I can finally sleep at night |