Lyrics RJ - Conscience

RJ

Don’t call me RJ
You don’t know me like that
I don’t trust you all the way
Never will I matter fact
Way too many fake
Put a pole to my back
Shot a hole in my heart
And left a hoe in my past
Learned the hard way
Life holds no class
If I learned one thing
Heartbreak don’t last
Roll another J
Baby pour me my jack
All these comments on my page
I’m tempted to type back
If only you knew the pain
As well as you knew the lyrics
What I overcame
To get to where you could hear this
I hated that face
I saw looking into mirrors
You wouldn’t say what you say
If we spoke just a couple minutes
All these character limits limit my character.
Wish that
You witnessed the pivots and rivets it took just to build the business
It slaughtered my spirit, that’s something you can’t stitch I had to
Cauterize it shut with the fire built up within me
They say don’t forget where you came from.
(Ha)
It’s harder than you would expect
You think a lost boy gon' forget where he escape from?
Tell me.
How the fuck could I forget?
They say money talk, so when somebody wanna say something
Well, they tend to smell it on my breath
I don’t ever rest.
Only in peace when my day come
But it hasn’t come yet
Work until I die
I’ma purebred, blue collar
Just tryna retire
Mom and dad, give my roots water
No one went to college
Only less than a few scholars
In my family tree so I’m
I’m blessed to be fruitful father
Grandma prayed for a heathen and his youthful wander
Back when no one ever listened, I had 1 true watcher
Before a single follow, angels followed me to prosper
But I ain’t even know it
No one did.
Who’s Roger?
But I bet they know conscience
You don’t know the kid with no friends, you were stuck with for the project
The one they called a freak all because he sat silent
Too shy to speak, now they know that I was watching
Put my head down
Teacher thought that I was sleeping
Told me pick it up
And they could see that I was weeping
And they laughed at me, judged me
Then partied on the weekend
While I sat in the dark
Bout to jump right off the deep end
So don’t call me RJ
You don’t know me like that
I don’t trust you all the way
Never will I matter fact
Way too many fake
Put a pole to my back
Shot a hole in my heart
And left a hoe in my past
Learned the hard way
Life holds no class
If I learned one thing
Heartbreak don’t last
Roll another J
Baby pour me my jack
We gon celebrate
The product of my past