| I was looking forward to this day for so long
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| I had it all planned out
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| I was hoping it’d all work out
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| I was losing patience
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| You know it’s never been my best trait
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| Counting minutes, hours, counting days
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| Then it dawned on me
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| Unpredictabilty
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| I told myself everything’s just fine
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| You worry too much, it’s gonna eat you alive
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| I was looking forward to this day for so long
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| I had it all planned out
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| I was hoping it’d all work out
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| Will it all work out
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| Now I feel exposed
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| Like a black light on the wall in a darkened room
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| All the dirt appears
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| You can see my fears
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| I don’t want to let my guard down
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| You know I never had the feeling
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| That you would prey on my insecurities
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| You know I never had the feeling
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| That you would prey on these insecurities I have
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| Why is this wait taking so long
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| Counting minutes, hours, counting days
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| I’m losing patience
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| Don’t think this means I’m walking away
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| I won’t let fear get the best of me
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| Now it’s up to me
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| I wouldn’t change a thing
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| (DON'T THINK THIS MEANS I’M WALKING AWAY) |