Lyrics Self Control - Comaniac

Self Control

Liberty, Uncertainty
What do you want and what do you need?
Self control’s dependent on calmness, will, determination
Bring me back into the black
My survey’s near
Confidence at your expense
What is it worth?
It’s hard to live deranged
Clenching hatred to a fist, how can I live and coexist
When only you stand on this list
I can’t get away
Stop
Reflect and then react
Can’t save my soul
Stop
Reflect and then react
My instinct’s taking over
No self control
Please help me socity
Hit and wreck, helplessnss I bring
Mental power is my fiend, temptation treats me til I’m clean
All hope is lost, the line is crossed
I’ve got no time
Blinded I’m taking the bait
How could I get into this again
I feed and increase my self-hate
And now I’m marked insane
Locked reality
Disgusted I look down on me
Only the void keeps me still
And only this void I want to kill
I’m in for the kill
Overthrown, I lost control
Over my life and who I want to be
This constant state of subjection, it sneaked up to teach me a lesson
Not afraid cause I can’t rate how I behave