Lyrics A Custom-Made Hell - Coldworker

A Custom-Made Hell

Blinded from the world outside
Restraining my moves
I have got nowhere to hide
I have nothing to prove
Barred reality, feeding hostility
Aligning with suffering, hatred reigns
Blind to the beating, dying in vain
Aligning with suffering, familiar with pain
Desirable meeting on the edge to what I sustain
They’re refusing to show
But I am dying to see
This is a custom-made hell
Constructed only for me
Forced and compelled
Limitations exceeding
Incarnations of hell
Leaving me bleeding
Shutting out all that’s real
Emotional rape
Ungodly abuse
Is now taking shape
Soiled by their disgusting hands
I’m scraping my skin
A plague that infects the land
The dark secret within
(Aligning with suffering) Hatred reigns
Blind to the beating, dying in vain
Aligning with suffering, familiar with pain
Desirable meeting on the edge to what I sustain