| I’m gonna drown myself in London’s lost rivers
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| I will walk down to the rain
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| From Hubert Montague Crackenthorpe’s Vignettes (1896):
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| I have sat there and seen the winter days finish their short-spanned lives;
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| and all the globes of light — crimson, emerald, and pallid yellow — start,
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| one by one, out of the russet fog that creeps up the river. |
| But I like the
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| place best on these hot summer nights, when the sky hangs thick with stifled
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| colour, and the stars shine small and shyly. |
| Then the pulse of the city is hushed, and the scales of the water flicker golden and oily under the watching
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| regiment of lamps.
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| The bridge clasps its gaunt arms tight from bank to bank, and the shuffle of a retreating figure sounds loud and alone in the quiet. |
| There, if you wait long
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| enough, you will hear the long wail of the siren, that seems to tell of the
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| anguish of London till a train hurries to throttle its dying note,
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| roaring and rushing, thundering and blazing through the night, tossing its
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| white crests of smoke, charging across the bridge into the dark country beyond.
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| In the wan, lingering light of the winter afternoon, the parks stood all
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| deserted, sluggishly drowsing, so it seemed, with their spacious distances
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| muffled in greyness: colourless, fabulous, blurred. |
| One by one, through the
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| damp misty air, looked the tall, stark, lifeless elms. |
| Overhead there lowered a turbid sky, heavy-charged with an unclean yellow, and amid their ugly patches
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| of dank and rotting bracken, a little mare picked her way noiselessly.
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| The rumour of life seemed hushed. |
| There was only the vague listless rhythm of the creaking saddle.
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| The daylight faded. |
| A shroud of ghostly mist enveloped the earth,
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| and up from the vaporous distance crept slowly the evening darkness.
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| A sullen glow throbs overhead: golden will-o'-the-wisps are threading their
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| shadowy ribbons above golden trees, and the dull, distant rumour of feverish
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| London waits on the still night air. |
| The lights of Hyde Park Corner blaze like
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| some monster, gilded constellation, shaming the dingy stars. |
| And across the
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| east, there flares a sky-sign, a gaudy crimson arabesque. |
| And all the air hangs
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| draped in the mysterious sumptuous splendour of a murky London night.
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| I’m gonna drown myself in the lost rivers of London
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| I am gonna drown myself in the lost rivers of London |