| I’ve never since felt life as dry as it was inside you
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| I’ve tasted plenty and it only made me gag
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| I wanted more
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| Now i have it all, without you
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| If i could have only left without that thought
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| I would have left with him
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| And you a childless wreck
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| I would have taken it upon myself to leave you strapped
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| With the burden of unclear thinking
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| That’s what you do best, you’re always thinking and not acting rationally
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| You just needed someone to love you
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| God know i don’t
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| I never did so disappear
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| You gave me every reason to
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| And still i didn’t break your face in
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| So where’s my son and where’s your scars?
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| Do you still limp from my fist fucking fetish?
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| And my midnight naked messages in your ears?
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| So why didn’t they come?
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| Why wasn’t she born?
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| I would have taken her right from underneath you
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| She would call you mother
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| I would call you host
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| And you would just call on every lie you could to feel just and sane
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| Keep your word
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| How little do i really understand?
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| I knew enough not to touch you there
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| I should have saved myself for the last
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| But still i broke in the beginning and broke your hold in the end
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| And on you went barren and content
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| And i the other direction experienced in nothing special |