Lyrics Where the Barrel Stops - CoaastGxd, NetuH

Where the Barrel Stops

OK I’m wrapped up
This bish making me act up
Wipe away the tears
My rage telling me act tough
Down a case of beer and I’m half-cut in the bathtub
Burn a cigarette on my wrist
I’m well past numb
Set aside like a parasite
I’m sterilized to be crowned top dog in a barrel fight
Like feral cats singing carols of the terrified
Heralding the era of the passionately paralyzed
The circle occupied with draw the line with you on either side
So you get yours and homie I’ll get mine
And don’t be coming for me if the only sun don’t shine
Cause it’s always gon' be raining up inside my mind
I feel like Sisyphus and this is just a lifelong climb
I stay stoned so I don’t face home
I don’t wanna roll with you
I just wanna be alone
I could be a thousand different people but you’ll never get to know
The omnipresent ghost who operates my clones
The only part of me remaining is the flesh and bone
The clothing like a bandage cover up the stitches sewn