Lyrics I Wanna Feel Again - Clowns

I Wanna Feel Again

I wake up everyday with a hole in my head and chest
I need to feel something so I burn my arm on a cigarette
But if you said you were cold, I’d set myself on fire
And try and use your existence to feel inspired, once again
You know I hate your guts, but you’re my one true friend?
I swear I won’t give up, I wanna feel again
I went and saw my GP and they said my brain has a cold
Try to get some rest and use this medicine, to make the feelings go
They told me «Stevie, your issues will amplify
If you continue to allow environments where they thrive»
You know I hate your guts, but you’re my one true friend?
I swear I won’t give up, I wanna feel again
Don’t hang out in wrong crowds or walk around at night, I was taught
But, there is irony in that I’m most unsafe at home with my own thoughts
You know I hate your guts, but you’re my one true friend?
I swear I won’t give up, I wanna feel again
I’m sitting up on my roof
Looking out over Brunswick Street
And looking down, wondering
Hoping
Tomorrow will come and get me outta my head