| Everything that I despise
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| Consumes me when I close my eyes
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| I don’t know if I can change the way I feel
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| Despite the light that you have shone
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| The dark has become what I know
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| I am fighting to find my way out of it
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| I am trying so hard to forget
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| This constant aching feeling that stirs inside my chest
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| The fear in me always drags me down
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| The guilt I feel will not let me up again; |
| I am crushed by the weight
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| I was younger then; |
| careless and innocent
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| I never thought my words could mean so much
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| I am older now; |
| I should be screaming out
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| So why is it that I keep my mouth shut?
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| Why do I try so hard to forget
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| The forgiveness that is in your hands, and the mercy in your words?
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| You are calling me to seek You and find rest
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| And leave behind the emptiness that holds me in the dark;
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| That holds me in the dark
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| I hope you can hear me…
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| I’ll keep singing this song
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| Even if there’s no air left and dirt fills up these lungs
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| Please keep the lights on
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| I’m trying to make it home
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| The sun is sinking
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| But I won’t go down with it |