| I try to hide and deny my inner thoughts and true reactions
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| By fooling myself with ill-concealed dissatisfaction
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| I can’t take it any more I can’t stand the situation
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| I don’t want to be a victim of another confrontation
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| I’ll pretend that I know I need you to sympathize
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| I’m so unsure of myself so please don’t you criticize
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| You can bend me and shake me you can twist me till I break
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| And whatever you do I’ll take the blame for your mistakes
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| Pin me down I put my hands over my mouth
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| When I need to shout you pin me down
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| I learn to hate myself instead of letting it out
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| You want to shape me up so that you can mould me in
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| You want to fold me out just so you can fit me in
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| You feed me full with your discriminating terrible lies
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| What do you want from me should I believe in all your alibies
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| I don’t know where to go so which way should I turn
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| I try to understand but you don’t want me to learn
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| You tie my feet to the ground there’s not a chance that I can walk
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| I want to scream but you gag my mouth so I can’t talk
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| Pin me down I put my hands over my mouth
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| When I need to shout you pin me down
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| I learn to hate myself instead of letting it out
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| You want to stretch me out just so you can pin me down
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| You want to dry me out just so you can watch me drown
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| You want to watch me starve so you can force me to eat
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| And then you knock me down when I’m back on my feet
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| Pin me down I put my hands over my mouth
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| When I need to shout you pin me down
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| I learn to hate myself instead of letting it out |