Lyrics Not Ok - Clara Mae

Not Ok

I opened the door, know you be sleeping
I lay down with you if you only knew
Where I have been, what I’ve been up to
It would kill you, yeah
As soon as you wake I have to say it
And tell you 'bout him, let it sink in
Want you to know it didn’t mean anything, no
Nothing to me, no
I don’t know why I did what I did
I followed him home
I don’t know why I did what I did
But it felt like a good idea at the moment
And it felt like a good idea just to hold him
For one night
I say, I say it’s okay
If you want me gone I’m on my way
I say it’s okay, hey
I know what I’ve done, it’s no mistake
If I could undo just the night
When I had his body next to mine
It would be okay, but we’re not okay
You’re looking at me like I’m a stranger
You pack up my stuff and calling it off
I sit on the bed screaming, «I'm sorry»
But sorry ain’t enough, no
I don’t know why I did what I did
I followed him home
I don’t know why I did what I did
But it felt like a good idea at the moment
And it felt like a good idea just to hold him
For one night
I say, I say it’s okay
If you want me gone I’m on my way
I say it’s okay, hey
I know what I’ve done, it’s no mistake
If I could undo just the night
When I had his body next to mine
It would be okay, but we’re not okay
I say, I say it’s okay
If you want me gone I’m on my way
I say it’s okay, hey
I know what I’ve done, it’s no mistake
If I could undo just the night
When I had his body next to mine
It would be okay, but we’re not okay
Standing in the hallway
Tried to rub my head from how I ruined all the good things
I go back to bedroom to see if you have changed your mind
But you ask if I would leave soon
I say, I say it’s okay
If you want me gone I’m on my way
I say it’s okay, hey
I know what I’ve done, it’s no mistake
If I could undo just the night
When I had his body next to mine
It would be okay, but we’re not okay ('Cause I’m not)
Ruined all the good things
Ruined all the good things
Ruined all the good things, good things
Ruined all the, ruined all the good things
Ruined all the good things
Ruined all the good things, good things
Ruined all the, ruined all the good things
Ruined all the good things
Ruined all the good things, good things
Ruined all the, ruined all the good things