| Yeah, question, why’re we on the fourth floor?
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| I asked her mother, but we both or weren’t sure yet
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| This is where the doctor said that we should go
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| Holdin' my child, she’s 10 months old
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| The hospital was so cold
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| Definitely ruinin' all of our holiday plans of beach sands
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| Filling out some bland paperwork with shaky hands (Lost)
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| Seein' little children stricken with a certain sickness
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| Clutch my baby a little tighter reflect of nervous feelings
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| A whole hour passed, we starting to lose patience
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| Humbled by the thoughts of patients lost in this situation (What's going on?)
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| Here comes a nurse, not knowing that we should fear the worst
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| Seen the doctor’s mouth movin', couldn’t even hear the words
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| This isn’t happenin' to you, I’m like Superman
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| And I could protect you from anything, I was really scared (Serious)
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| I realized what I heard but not prepared for
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| The sentence that the doctor said, «Your daughter has cancer»
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| I will take my life right now, if you would save my child
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| I’d change my life for her, this is my solemn vow
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| No more chemo in her veins and no more screams of pain (I pray)
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| This is a father’s shame, that I can’t save you from everything
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| Okay I got to man up
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| It hit me so hard, that I could barely stand up (My world stopped)
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| Then the flowers and balloons and the cards came
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| Prayers many hours, knees bruised all in God’s name (Hurt so much)
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| If only my feeble hands could remove this neuroblastoma tumor from your adrenal
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| glands (Helpless)
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| Why you? |
| Why now? |
| It didn’t feel fair
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| Your grandma shed tears, you lost your hair
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| It’s unbelievable little Bella was that strong
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| And inconceivable we lived in the hospital that long (Forever)
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| Protecting your immune system from contaminants
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| You had to wear a medical mask, can’t give my kid a kiss (Imagine)
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| I learned to envision your face growing getting older
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| Envisioned you driving your first car and getting your diploma
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| Envisioned your wedding, your husband better be a soldier
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| A little girl sick like you died two row’s over (Eva)
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| I will take my life right now
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| If you would save my child
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| I’d change my life for her
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| This is my solemn vow
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| No more chemo in her veins
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| And no more screams of pain (I pray)
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| This is a father’s shame
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| That I can’t save you from everything
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| Chemotherapy made Christmas hard to process
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| I fed the family faith, hoping it would make their fears starve to death
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| Your momma’s tough, prayed to Saint Jude’s that its a bad dream
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| But could it be I’m speaking to a doctor and not Epstein (reality)
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| I remember the cries, remember the meals fed through tubes
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| Pulling the red wagon, the sound of the plastic wheels
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| Kind of a metaphor for pulling through this ordeal
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| I pray my enemies never even have to know how this feels (hurts)
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| But forget our feelings it doesn’t matter, you’re the one suffering
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| You couldn’t speak a lot yet but its like your eyes was saying
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| «Daddy, if it’s an obstacle, and price I got to pay
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| For a long, great life, then we’ll make it through okay.»
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| The day of your final surgery, I still live in that moment
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| The teddy bear you were holding, I still own it
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| I watched the doors closing, February 2, 2004…
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| My little girl is cured
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| My God
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| I will take my life right now
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| If you would save my child
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| I’d change my life for her
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| This is my solemn vow
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| No more chemo in her veins
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| And no more screams of pain (I pray)
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| This is a father’s shame
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| That I can’t save you from everything
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| Joy x4 |
Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song Father's Day , by - Chino XL. Song from the album RICANstruction: The Black Rosary, in the genre Иностранный рэп и хип-хоп