Lyrics Today - Che Noir

Today

Look
Let me tell you a story, about this boy I dated
Started good, but in the end, left me destroyed and jaded
I can’t be mad, it was my choice to stay
'Cause I leave and come back every time, like I enjoy the pain
We had our plans to growing old as hell to retire
We were a match made in heaven, that set hell on fire
But you changed up on me, you showed your true colors
I kept it real, and held your ass down for two summers
Get it straight, nigga
It was never about the money for me, I did it for you at a time,
when you couldn’t do nothing for me
I was cool with your sis, but our break-up?
Just made it awkward
Dealt with all your bullshit, crazy exes, and baby mama’s
You a piece of shit, but I feel like it’s something we could fix
I hate it when you tell me my attitude is what I need to fix
I found out 'bout all them bitches you was creepin' with, and you ain’t even
have enough respect to hide it, so I wouldn’t see that shit
I want to give you my trust again, but it’s hard to
My friends say I should leave you alones, but it’s hard to
My intuition told me, but I couldn’t accept the truth
'Cause love’ll have you doing some shit you said you’d never do
Remember when the neighbors had to call the police?
'Cause shit… the whole block could hear us arguing screams
Sometimes love can make the scars harder to see
And history between us make it harder to leave
I swear…