| Yeah, I been waiting all my life
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| Yeah, no more trying to decide
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| Yeah, it’s been this way for a while
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| Yeah, I’m no longer in denial
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| Never been down this road before
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| Yeah, I made it this far alone
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| No thoughts of selling my soul, my soul
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| I kicked down every closed door, closed door
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| They said no, we said now
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| We made it some how
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| Through the ups and the downs
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| Cliche as that may sound
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| We made it
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| We made it somehow
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| No more turning back now
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| Made it all worth the while
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| We made it, we made it somehow (x2)
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| Somehow, we made it somehow
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| We made it, we made it somehow
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| Somehow
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| And I remember back when, yeah back then when I almost gave up on this rap shit
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| Tired of dreaming of having it and not having it man I done had enough
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| I’m a daddy now man this shit for real and I’ll be damned if she go through the
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| shit I did
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| God forbid no place to live cause your family don’t support what you do
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| And you ain’t trying to get a 9 to 5 cause your driving pride won’t let you do
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| it
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| It’s all temporary, you so close to it nigga don’t lose it
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| Since jesse died I ain’t been the same, not long ago I just talked to him
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| He said bro when you make it big can you promise me that you’lll never change
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| I remember that like it was yesterday said he was done gang banging
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| Had a new born he was dream chasing, it was paying off I was proud of him
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| Always talked about doing big things, a hood nigga rich dreams
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| Never doubted him being the one to do it, just so caught up in this cold world
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| Like a week later my phone rang 6am November, 21
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| Telling me that my nigga gone this can’t be right, this can’t be life
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| It’s all wrong still can’t believe but I still feel you
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| Yeah said I still hear you, I feel empty, I feel guilty I can’t lie
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| You did the right shit for the right reasons, don’t nobody care
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| And when you need help from the ones you helped out ain’t nobody there
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| Yeah I ain’t complaining dog i’m just being real you know life ain’t fair
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| I’m just telling niggas you better be prepared for the worst I swear
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| They say I’m losing it, I can’t hold my liquor and I party too much that ain’t
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| got shit to do with it
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| It’s a lot going on in my personal opinion they don’t know what to do with me
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| Said my fam gave up said I’m way too much no time for the foolishness lord
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| Let go of me lucifer lord
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| Look, back to my ways like back to the days when I would smoke newports and
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| ride through the tre
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| Talking to Kris about how we gon change for me maintaining was never the aim
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| Then we would laugh about how Keith put us out, start living with roaches we
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| went on a drought
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| Niggas was hurting was hungry for real
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| I was a warrent away from the jail
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| Almost lost my brother to power of pussy and spent all my money on liquor and
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| Nell
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| Damn I held that shit down, but she got a son now
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| And my love is nowhere to be found but if I got it she got it somehow
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| I just found peace knowing I did it better
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| I pray that these feeling do hurt her forever, I… swear |