Lyrics So I - Charli XCX

So I

I was scared sometimes
You had a power like a lightning strike
When I’m on stage sometimes I lied
Saying that I like singing these songs you left behind
And I know you always said: «It's okay to cry»
So I know I can cry, I can cry, so I cry
Wish I tried to pull you closer
You pushed me hard, made me focus
Your words, brutal, loving, truthful
I was petrified
You’re a hero and a human
Track was done, I’d make excuses
You’d say: «Come on, stay for dinner»
I said: «No, I’m fine» (Now I really wish I stayed)
Always on my mind (Every day, every night)
Your star burns so bright (Why did I push you away?)
I was scared sometimes
You had a power like a lightning strike
When I’m on stage, sometimes I lied
Saying that I like singing these songs you left behind
And I know you always said: «It's okay to cry»
So I know I can cry, I can cry, so I cry
Guilty feelings keep me fractured
Got a phone call after Christmas
Didn’t know how I should act
I watched you dance online
Your sounds, your words live on, endless
When I make songs, I remember
Things you’d suggest, «Make it faster»
Would you like this one? (Maybe just a little bit?)
Always on my mind (Every day, every night)
Your star burns so bright (Why did I push you away?)
I was scared sometimes
You had a power like a lightning strike
When I’m on stage, sometimes I lied
Saying that I like singing these songs you left behind
And I know you always said: «It's okay to cry»
So I know I can cry, I can cry, so I cry
I, I, I, I
I, I, I, I
On my mind, I