| Before my life took the direction it has
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| I use to run around in the backyard playin' catch with my dad
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| Hoppin' the fence to play with neighborhood kids
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| It seemed like every day was good
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| Doing stupid shit but never behavin' the way we should
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| A raised Christian influenced as a youth by the crucifix
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| Switched to public education but never did really get used to it
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| In childhood foolishness
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| Went from gifted and talented and honor roll
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| To shop liftin' at Conoco
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| Sneaking in Grouper 6
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| Nemesis on Nintendo
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| Posted up in the Electronics department at Target
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| All day playin' Genesis demos
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| Starvin'
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| Shined in the darkness with Kevin
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| And raisin' funds
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| In the parking lot of the supermarket
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| Bummin' change for Laser One
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| Runnin' game on Asians, I’d spend hours takin' tokens
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| Findin' ways to aggravate 'em
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| Beat 'em till the game was broken
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| With Jason, stealin' for me was too easy
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| We use to jack toys, go home, open 'em up
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| Bumpin' Whodini and the Fat Boys
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| Mom strove a trooper
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| Had a crush on Punky Brewster
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| For years I wondered if Fred Savage fucked with Winnie Cooper
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| I was just a skinny loser
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| A prepubescent virgin
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| Uncertain and full of question eyes that never seen deception
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| Yes
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| It happened after birth so let’s get past the first impression
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| I moved to an urban setting now I’m usin' words for weapons
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| Once passive now turned aggressive, I guess it’s the Ces that changed me
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| Rap with the perfect essence expressing most everthing that’s
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| Happened since after birth so let’s get past the first impression
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| I moved to an urban setting now I’m usin' words for weapons
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| Once passive now turned aggressive, I guess it’s the Ces that changed me
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| Rap with the perfect essence expressing what makes me angry
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| Yeah this is that character that I have been waitin' to build
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| That has nothing at all to do with how I’m statin' my skill
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| (Nothing at all)
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| Cause I’ll stay screamin' at you cats till I turn gray in the gills
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| I seen you swervin', goin' off the road so straighten the wheel
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| And while you try to get there first, you know the race isn’t real
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| They say when there’s a bill there’s a way
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| So why you’re wastin' your will?
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| I love my memories of my mom and pop but I’m erasing 'em still
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| Took a few shots and I chased 'em with pills
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| Cause of this spot that I grew up’s the only place that I feel
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| (Only place that I feel)
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| I love smashin' out on my bike but always hated the hills
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| Who, me, makin' a killing?
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| I have yet to make one shilling
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| While some look over my shoulder just for the sake of stealin'
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| Aware or not they read your brain
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| I swear to God you’d be amazed
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| Cause villains these days’ll find a way to rape the women
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| How many were crushed in rubble, just couldn’t escape the buildin'
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| In war, there is no winner consider the fate of children
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| (Remember that)
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| Powerless as we’re housin' terrorists within our borders
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| Men in camouflage and automatic weapons on every corner
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| Bombin' the block outside got you thinkin' this can’t be real
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| (This can’t be real)
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| Now you feelin' the way the kids in Afghanistan feel
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| It happened after birth so let’s get past the first impression
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| I moved to an urban setting now I’m usin' words for weapons
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| Once passive now turned aggressive, I guess it’s the Ces that changed me
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| Rap with the perfect essence expressing most everthing that’s
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| Happened since after birth so let’s get past the first impression
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| I moved to an urban setting now I’m usin' words for weapons
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| Once passive now turned aggressive, I guess it’s the Ces that changed me
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| Rap with the perfect essence expressing what makes me angry
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| Yeah I’ve grown accustomed what can I say, I know it sucks
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| (Yeah, it sucks)
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| But it’s so close to hell I can almost feel the gates opening up
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| How’s that for some motivation?
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| After we vote to change it
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| And it’s legal the people will see the last of their sober days then
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| We stay oppressed and
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| I’ll actually know we’re safe when
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| We raise our voices against the contracts of this covert nation
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| We’re faded into black (fading into black)
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| And I’m making my own arrangements
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| Look past your speculation |
| 'Cause these acts of devastation
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| Won’t bring back a better nation
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| Keep an eye out for the crack down
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| Try not to act out
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| 'Cause they’ll find your sack on the pat down
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| Crowds now a days too tough to entertain
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| I don’t know why I rap
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| You can watch the world by day by day
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| On C-span and Simulcast
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| I get depressed and run away
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| And numb the pain and shit’s suppressed
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| Like memories and younger days
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| That hits the chest like love and hate
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| It’s give or take
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| But what a way
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| To live a life
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| When men are mice
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| Some picking Ces
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| You pick a side, whoever pays the better price
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| Come back to Earth so let’s get past the first impression
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| I moved to an urban setting now I’m usin' words for weapons
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| Once passive now turned aggressive, I guess it’s the Ces that changed me
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| Rap with the perfect essence expressing most everthing that’s
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| Happened since after birth so let’s get past the first impression
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| I moved to an urban setting now I’m usin' words for weapons
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| Once passive now turned aggressive, I guess it’s the Ces that changed me
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| Rap with the perfect essence expressing what makes me angry |