Lyrics Ruined - Cemetery Drive

Ruined

Pops afk for a decade
Wanna make him proud so I send him all my essays
Must be a cowboy, he works in the states
He sent me a Game Boy, I’m scared it will break
Now I’m sixteen and a bit of a nuisance
Smoking cigarettes and always playing truant
Man is not a robot, man is just human
Don’t give a fuck man, whole thing’s ruined
Ok, got some shit need to get off my chest
It’s like fuck your clique I’ma lickedy-split
It’s all fake, don’t stick, y’all don’t really exist
Better hop off quick like Jiminy Crix
Step outside, «brrr,» it’s chilly as bricks
Fuck mother nature, give the titty a flick
Stay gold like Wonka, Willy with tix
Shit’s mine, hard to break like obsidian picks
Silly rabbit my Trix are for kids
Toxic like Britney I did it again
Talk myself down, talk myself down off the ledge
I know it’s all in my head
Wait, I been the final boss since start screen (yes)
Always flying off like Starscream (jet)
I think you should take my car keys
I just need a place in my head with no talking
Hey, what do you think you’re doing?
Hey, what do you think you’re doing?
Great, now the whole thing’s all ruined
Great, now the whole thing’s all ruined
You peons should begone
Before you start leaking like Freon
Anybody can get it like neon… Get it?
Hope so
Westside motherfucker where the dope grows
Been the same way since ocho
Oh no nueve, I’m shaking hands, I’m kissing babies
I’m Becky Lynch, I’ve been the man, never no bitch
Still smack a hater while I’m playing my switch
It was like that when I got here (I swear!)
Stole the fucking bike rack with your fucking bike yea
What you gonna do?
I know it’s not fair
Put it into high gear, jump shot wet like a bioswale
Dumb idea «wasn't my idea» bet
Couple years in I’m a verified vet
So what you got against me?
Jealousy and envy
CD rolling ten deep in the Benz jeep
Us plus the driver, double-buckled up
Motherfucker yup, you ugly
Got Oblivion face, you live in a game
I’m living my life ambivalent like I live in a daze
We living in an age where you got no excuse
Not to get it how you want like your pops didn’t do
Been living by the bar but it won’t cost y’all
Fuck a job I’m my own boss dog
Politicking ain’t a part of me
I just put all of my faith in the base
Came here to clear up my name like I’m Roger the Rabbit
But ended up breaking your face
I couldn’t ever forgive myself
I’ve been a, I’ve been a, I’ve been a menace for a days
They don’t know how I can keep up the motions in public
But you know I still got my ways
I made depression my bitch, I don’t who I can talk to about it
So I just stay home and we play on my switch
‘Bout to make it so much fashionable
When I put it all that shit on on my wrist
You bought your shit off of Wish
I don’t put faith into nothing but me
And my homies, and satellite dish
Tryna be better for all of the kids