| That’s why I keep my nose to the stone, sharp 'till the hairs split
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| Prose of a lone cub in a bear pit
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| And I can barely sit
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| Still, you know the deal: wake, work, repeat
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| I’m trying to eat
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| I’m trying to free up them wings, trying to bear some teeth
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| Insignificance ain’t no signature I’m trying to leave
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| Set a precedent for me, trying to teach it to my seed
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| No predicament too twisted for speech, I’mma just be…
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| (Alone)
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| Back from seeing papa drink 40 O-U-N-C-E's just to quench
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| I’ll rise against all you rinse in me
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| You want your soundscape scraped, that’s my homeboy Cece
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| I’ll be that lung beater here to choke smoke and pent heaters
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| Warm the frostbite of the death cheaters
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| And maybe next year the check clears
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| Until that time, (Nickel and Dime)
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| No henny and shine, grind them gears
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| Me and Cece been up for years
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| Now peeking at how to live
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| How funny something so simple can leave you feeling so supple
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| Belly full, promise of struggle, never bull
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| Stay Doom through 'till the muscle
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| And I’ve been dreaming for a Cecil beat
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| Pasting on the canvas on the easel beat, needle point
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| Balance them anxieties
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| And fret with any spool or school of thought that keeps the cloth you stitch
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| indifferent
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| It’s not the pot you piss in
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| So now I stepped into the side saddle, riding all alone
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| My only weapon is my mind
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| That and knowing that the road wrote a story of its own entitled
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| «I am yours to loan, but I ain’t yours to own, no I ain’t yours»
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| And only open eyes would know the lines and quotes
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| And no I haven’t always kept my eyes open
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| So I’m (alone)
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| Without a home to call my own
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| Cause dreams are the only roads I roam
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| And I’m sleeping in a box car dreaming of the lost starts, preaching in Carhartt
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| Standing at the edge of this cliff, throwing little things off like rockstars
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| and car parts
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| These scars that are marking up my face and body
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| Are the songs that I write about you, but now I base them off me
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| I’m breaking laws that we alone don’t show a sign of purpose
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| So I’ll walk these lines and these fences until my time is serviced
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| These giant churches, burning witches, pretty perverts, city workers and
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| snitches
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| That shit’s just drying on the fan, the damned
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| I’ll keep my chin up, sit up, and stand (alone)
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| Just combing through the trust, the rust, the dust, the rush and the drunk angst
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| I cash my check at a blood bank
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| Plus I’ve got some clown make-up and a traveling dunk tank |