Lyrics Disersed I Am - Cathleen

Disersed I Am

And i beg for your smile
But you’re so hard to satisfy
I’ve lived my life leaving all behind
Everything that gives me purpose in life, everything that makes me feel alive
Feeling the sorrow, I was more than blind
I’m so sick of society telling me how to live
Is this a dream or is this a reality?
Please tell me
Who am I supposed to be?
(Is this a dream or Is this reality?)
I can’t see past your lies
This delusion is killing me
The truth will set us free
Everything you know is a lie
All you have is what’s left inside
Don’t let them take your life
Don’t make them take you alive
I won’t live my life being what you want me to be
My dreams are shattered to fit the suit you made for me
Confused, dispersed I am
Who am I supposed to be?
Living this nightmare
Please tell me this isn’t me
I will follow my path
I don’t care if they try to drag me down
This is my life, so try to stop me now
Who am I supposed to be?
(This isn’t the life that i’m supposed to lead)
I can’t see past your lies
This delusion is killing me
The truth will set us free
Please wake me up, please wake me up from this dream
I need to get free
I need to break free
My eyes are closed, now I see who I am supposed to be
This is
This is reality