| This is not to complain, everything’s all great
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| Wonder if what I am and what I portray correlates
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| Issues in my life I gotta sort straight
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| Mom I hope you don’t take this shit the wrong way
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| See, I ain’t come clean with a lot of things
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| We’ve always got along and I know that you’re wondering
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| What I’m on about and why I’d put it in a song
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| But there’s a lot of things single mothers doing wrong
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| And I think we need to talk about it
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| My dad failed to be the man you needed
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| But I know you really feel lost without him
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| Or atleast it looks like it
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| I really miss the happy times, wish we could go back
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| But I don’t know if you would like it
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| I know that dad was too safe and he never changed
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| You wished that he’d become more at a lesser age
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| Instead he was just a teacher and he was cool with that
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| But love matters the most so how would you react
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| If he said he was sorry and forgiveness is a gift
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| And all of a sudden your ex husband became rich
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| And he paid more attention to his beautiful kids
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| And asked you to marry him again
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| Would it be bliss mama?
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| This is not to complain, everything’s all great
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| I wonder if what I am and what I portray correlates
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| Issues in my life I gotta sort straight
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| Dad I hope you don’t take this shit the wrong way
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| But you could’ve done better for your family
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| If you had stepped out of your comfort zone
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| Into a gallery of opportunities that were waiting for you
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| All you had to do was wake up and move
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| I mean you laced me with tools to take over the world
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| And I wish you could have done the same
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| The song is not about blame, that is not the aim
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| Just a couple of things that got me worried
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| And please don’t get me wrong this is not about money
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| And I know, I don’t know what it takes to raise kids
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| With a woman that loves you but always says you ain’t shit
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| In front of your kids, I mean you’re supposed to be Superman
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| I still say there ain’t no nigga that is cooler than my dad
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| I wish I could boomerang all the weed indulging
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| But now he got a new wife and I feel lost without him
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| Man we used to be a team, we were inseparable
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| I just hope this whole thing is repairable, I miss you dad
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| It’s probably the realest song that I ever wrote
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| It’s probably the one on the album that they’ll never quote
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| I’ve been thinking a lot lately, things I never post
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| I’ve been drinking a lot lately, but atleast I never smoke
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| Seems like they love the ones where I’m superhuman
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| I know you look at me for answers but I’m also clueless
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| I’m also clueless when it comes to things that really matter
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| Excuse my current behavior but I’m really fed up
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| I’m just tryna say I’m human too
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| And all the things that I’m doing are things that you could do
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| Instead y’all spend your time judging the next man
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| I hate y’all niggas as much as I hate the tax man
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| I hate fame, would it be worth it if I did it for wealth?
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| I know I’m not always right but I’m always myself
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| And if I change I’ll have no one to blame
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| If anything, the hate should validate that I’m great — Refiloe |