| I keep on pacing up and down the room
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| And I keep looking at this fuckin' rope
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| My mama text me sayin' «See you soon»
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| But will I make it? |
| I don’t know
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| I don’t wanna die but, I also don’t wanna hurt
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| Found a pot of gold but, still feel like I need to search, word!
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| Success ain’t everything that I assumed, cause I feel lonely in these crowded
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| rooms (Mmh)
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| Can’t even tell if it’s plastic or real
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| They love me but I feel inadequate still
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| I mean I try to stay focused and ignore it but the pressure will build
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| Will be ashamed if I don’t set up my kids
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| I mean I’m booming right now but, how long is my reign gon' last? |
| (Mmh?)
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| I feel like I’m one wrong step away from becoming the same old Cass (Mmh)
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| I don’t wanna go back
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| Wanna move forward but I don’t have all the energy
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| Especially when friends is busy siding with enemies
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| Thought you knew me better than all these made up analogies
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| How could I be happy when everybody is mad at me?
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| You could tell I’m lonely by all these memes in my gallery
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| Busy burning bridges when I should be burning calories
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| Wishin' that we all came with rechargable batteries
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| Wanna end it all but gotta think of my family
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| (Fuck!)
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| Now I’m forced to smile with niggas like Scoop (Mmh, mmh)
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| Who don’t love me like they say that they do (Mmh, mmh)
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| I can see it in the way that they move (Mmh, mmh)
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| Niggas do you false and say they livin' they truth
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| Who got receipts for what a prayer do? |
| (Uh)
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| You let me fall, that let me know that I’m unbreakable (Uh)
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| Your sink full, that let me know how that ate at you (Uh)
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| Come see my plate and all the shit they make me cater to (Uh)
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| It ain’t no space for you cause I done been confined to it (Uh)
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| Ain’t nothing perfect like my vessel if I fine-tune it (Uh)
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| Man I been thirsty than a bitch, been tryna find fluid (Uh)
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| I got a waterfall to find out that it’s diluted (Uh)
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| I see the sun inside my son so I been, super shaded but illuminated (Uh)
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| Can’t do this self so I went super Saiyan (Uh)
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| My Neo-Soul can make it through the Matrix (Woah-woah)
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| Clear through my basement I been fumigated
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| This shit got me buggin' uh
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| I’m still the slave, I got a noose inside my stomach uh
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| My free shackles, turn the jewellery for the function uh
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| My self destruction look like something-something-something uh
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| And I fear God but tell the devil we could run it uh
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| Your inner beauty never paid you, truth is ugly huh?
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| I’m so confused I see the darkness when the sun is out
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| Yo tell the truth, when we meet you just see money huh?
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| It’s been a minute since I fell in love
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| Been soul searchin', I been meaning to tell
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| Was unavailable, they needed my help
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| See I convinced the whole damn world to believe in me bruh
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| When I don’t even believe in myself
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| I’m not as honest as you think I am, I’m just as filtered as your Instagram
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| I mean I’m really mean just with a bit of trickery
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| I don’t trust a soul, I be like Mr. Bean (Shhh!)
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| My spirit the reason people look up, sort of like Listerine
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| Scratch beneath the surface
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| No matter how I word it
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| Could never tell the truth to my fans, they think I’m perfect
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| I know I’m real, and I know I’m fake
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| Don’t know my fate, but I know my faith
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| Tryna control my pace
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| Believe in God, and the pearly gates
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| So if I die, I hope my soul you take
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| I know that heaven is a stretch but I’m hoping that you hold my place
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| I know I’ll make it, though I made mistakes
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| Father protect me when I walk through the shadows of the valley of death
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| With no fear of the darkness though I’m hearing the threats
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| When I walk through the shadows of the valley of death
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| With no fear of the darkness, say that shit with my chest |