Lyrics Apotheosis - Caracara

Apotheosis

Say your message, make your peace
Apotheosis half asleep
I heard they sell the pills to fix you
Hasty question, wounded knee
Eighteenth week of pregnancy
Fluorescent lights buzz in the waiting room
If you’re not okay, I need you to say something
If there’s a holy ghost in a broken home
I need the creaking floors and the phantom moan
When the world turns the rafters into splinters in our feet
You know that I’ll stand by you the way that you stood by me
Push yourself until you crack
Never thought I’d see you back
Here in the town that raised and robbed you
Victim of drunk circumstance
This brand of passive shyness can’t
Restore the mess that we’ve collapsed into
If you’re not okay, I need you to say something
If there’s a holy ghost in a broken home
I need the creaking floors and the phantom moan
When the world turns the rafters into splinters in our feet
You know that I’ll stand by you the way that stood by me
I am guilty, I’m disgraced
But I never saw a face like that
In all my years of wandering
We created, we’re destroyed
Desperate and overjoyed
I don’t feel this way for anything