| Now I see her writing on her skin with a ball point pen
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| She says «I'm dead, but goddamn I will rise again»
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| And she ate a hand full of pills
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| and washed them down with some Pepsi
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| Is it my time to be happy?
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| Is it my time to be happy?
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| And when she sleeps
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| The doctors ask if the straps on her legs
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| across her arms and waist
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| make her feel safe
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| She says «Tell my mother I’m sorry»
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| «And tell my brother I’m okay»
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| And then she closed her eyes
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| And didn’t speak again for days
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| And the doctors ask why she’s silent
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| She said «I'm trying to scream»
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| «but the words won’t come out»
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| «But if you took a knife in your hand»
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| «And put a hole in my throat»
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| «Then you would see that»
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| («There's no more, thinking I’m lonely»
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| «There's no more, thinking I’m lonely»)
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| And when her family came
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| She said «Take me home»
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| She said «Take me home»
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| (Well I’m not coming for you)
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| She said «Take me home»
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| (I'm not coming for you)
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| She said «Take me home»
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| (I'm not coming for you)
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| She said «Take me home»
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| (Well I’m not coming for you)
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| And now she says «I'm sorry for the mess, but I’m not dead yet»
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| She’s staring at the blood stained filter of her cigarette
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| And then she wipes the blood from her lips
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| «There's no more, thinking I’m lonely»
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| «There's no more, thinking I’m lonely»
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| (Now that you see it)
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| «There's no more, thinking I’m lonely»
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| (You know what I’m going through)
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| (Now that you see it)
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| «There's no more, thinking I’m lonely»
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| (You know what I’m going through) |