
Date of issue: 12.06.2016
Song language: English
Lifesick |
Was I always this way? |
Feeling half-mast trying to remember |
I must forget the feelings that last |
First thing when I wake up that |
Repeats on my mind like old photographs |
Begins with everyone I love |
But only ends with myself |
Because I pulled them in close before I let them all go |
Pushed them to the side and struggled on with life |
Pretending when I see them that everything’s fine but I’m not okay |
I’m so sick of these lies |
I’m so tired |
Believe me I’ve tried |
But I’m giving up on living |
How long till it’s my time? |
Where’s your life heading? |
Where’s your life heading? |
Where’s your life heading? |
Where’s your life heading? |
I know you don’t mean it condescending |
I want to reply my life’s descending |
Instead of pausing and pretending then defending my intentions |
Masked by small talk to change the direction |
And it will end with a smile and no detection |
Just faked friendly affection |
I’m so sorry I let you down |
Apologies won’t change who I am |
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Touch ft. Canvas | 2016 |
Spell It Out ft. Jakl | 2016 |
Still A Beautiful Day ft. Canvas | 2015 |
You & Me ft. philip strand | 2015 |
The Bell ft. Normandie | 2019 |
Awake | 2017 |
All Alone | 2017 |
Loveless | 2017 |
Medicate Me | 2017 |
C.O.L.D | 2017 |
The Death of Us | 2017 |
Low | 2017 |
Stay a While | 2017 |
Hospital Beds | 2017 |