| Kids from my high school still ignore me
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| When they see me busking in the city
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| And I think they’re going somewhere
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| To take horse tranquilliser
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| And act like they’re too cool to be there and
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| They’ll still call me when they wanna get high
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| Those I look up to look down on me
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| Or maybe it’s just my crippling anxiety?
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| Because it’s been happening a lot lately
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| I think it’s got something to do with you
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| But you make me pretty happy
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| I’m just whining about the same shit as yesterday
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| And I would sneak him into my mother’s house
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| Where he would draw the things I’d talk about
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| And we only ever made out
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| And listened to Tigers Jaw and UV Race
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| Yeah, it was pretty grouse
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| But I gave him my old phone and he moved away
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| Now I read my text books like The Bible
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| There’s something about truth that makes existence bearable
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| We’re sitting ‘round the kitchen table
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| It kinda feels like family but a little more unstable
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| And we still have to light the stove with a lighter
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| Yeah, we still have to light the stove with a lighter
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| Still have to light the stove with a lighter
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| It’s kinda like I almost want you to understand this
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| Like the first time you were here
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| It’s kinda like I almost want you to understand me
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| Like the first time we were here
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| And all this time it made sense to me why life was so unfair
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| Because the universe don’t know and the universe don’t care
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| It took years to figure out everyone else had shit on their mind
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| And the darkness that lives inside of me
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| Looks exactly like you sometimes
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| Still have to light the stove with a lighter
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| I’ll sit alone in my bedroom
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| Hope they can’t hear me in the next room
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| Always alone in my bedroom
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| Hoping no one can hear me |