| I haven’t felt this lonely for a while now
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| I need to break this routine, but I don’t know how
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| I also don’t know where my motivation went
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| But it surely makes a handy argument
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| I wrecked my brains for a good six months
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| The only thing I came up is this f*cking song
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| It’s okay for now, but it will not last
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| It can come live with me in the f*cking past
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| I really need to get it together
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| This isn’t gonna work out forever
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| The only way from f*cked up or lazy
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| Is either going forward or crazy
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| I tried to run from problems, they kept showing up
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| The only friend I have is the coffee mug
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| He’s the silent type, doesn’t talk that much
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| But he listens well and he doesn’t judge
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| I feel okay though, but the Vicodin
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| Doesn’t justify the state I’m in
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| My bloodshot eyes couldn’t be more red
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| And I talk to things that are inanimate
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| I really need to get it together
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| This isn’t gonna work out forever
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| The only way from f*cked up or lazy
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| Is either going forward or crazy
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| Forward or crazy
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| I can’t go on like this
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| I am f*cked and useless
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| I can’t go on like this
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| I am f*cked and useless
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| It’s 3 a.m. and I’m wide awake
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| With a cigarette and a head that aches
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| I wonder why I don’t go to bed
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| Instead of pondering over things I said
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| 25 and counting
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| Can’t bring myself to do anything
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| And the worst part is, is that I’m aware
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| I’m responsible for my own despair
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| I really need to get it together
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| This isn’t gonna work out forever
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| The only way from f*cked up or lazy
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| Is either going forward or crazy
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| Forward or crazy
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| Forward or crazy
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| Forward or crazy
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| Forward or crazy |