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Grinning at the Thought

i can feel the push and the weight of the night
gliding its finger down my spine
the choice is gone
i’m stuck harvesting nervous thoughts in a quiet mind
so show me why you love to live
and I’ll crack a smile that’ll make this night come alive
i’m never gonna dance again,
guilty feet have got no rhythm
and mine have snapped their bones and come undone.
i’ve been sleeping through the day and burning pictures all night
blowing the ashes into coming seasons
left to trimming the fat and trashing the body
soft drops in descent for windowpanes, whispering together
«there's something wrong with today.
stay inside.
Weary eyed,
stay.»
my son, lift these reasons to be
for how this weight pains me
my son, lift these reason to be
for how this weight pains me
how this weight pains