| What kind of God is this?
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| Gave me the hottest bitch
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| Then took the life from her chest and left a pile of shit
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| Sloppy with a fork, so Chris gotta feed her
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| To numb to cum, sometimes she piss while I eat her
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| I tell her, keep her head up Even though I gotta hold it up for her
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| and she seizure when she try and get up I know I’m perking her
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| But can’t stop what’s hurting her
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| No sleep with her screaming all night, I’m thinking of murking her
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| Her parents paid for the coffin and left state
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| After signing the contract, do not resuscitate
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| Yellin’for mommy
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| I dip in the morphine to calm me
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| I’m known in town as the creep that’s into zombies
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| I can’t get that sound you make out of my head
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| I can’t even figure out what’s making it Stare in her eyes to look past horror
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| Morphine tolerated, I’m out coppin’horse tranq for her
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| Like I won’t have to go through hell again
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| Her skin is like saran wrap, barely hangin’from her skeleton
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| With each one of her ribs defined
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| My crib’s designed
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| To keep the light out cause she can’t lift the blinds
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| Drifting behind, I’ll be outta friends soon
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| Nobody visits the guy that keeps the body in his bedroom
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| She’s barely alive and taking life from me With no appetite but the meningitis is still hungry
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| Wants to make love
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| But I had to substitute it with holding hands while we take drugs
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| She’s cold as a corpse
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| And still holding The Source
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| Up in the air like: One day the cover is yours
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| Took the IV out her wrist
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| Tried to give me a kiss
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| Before I tasted her lips, she dislocated her hips
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| Started shaking
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| Couldn’t feed her no medication
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| To scared to beat on her chest in fear It’d cave in Death waved again and each time leaves her
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| In a coma, for a week, to wake up to more seizures
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| But this time ain’t like the rest
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| I can see right through her chest
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| And see her heart ain’t got no fuckin beats left
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| Then a voluptuous ghost falls from a host
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| Looking like she did in High School then fades when I get close
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| I’m feeling down, touch me |