| I think the lord is testin' me
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| Whatzup y’all, hello world, this C-Murder
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| I’m bout to put you in the mind of a crazy
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| Fucked up in the head muthafucka (this nigga sick)
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| You know what I’m sayin?
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| One of the muthafuckas you see in the
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| News everyday, for doin' all types of crazy shit
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| Chorus: Master P
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| Sometimes, I think the lord is testin me
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| But I’m a TRU nigga
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| I can’t let none of these niggas
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| And bitches get the best of me
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| Muthafuckas just don’t understand the shit that I be goin' through
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| I wanna kill myself, but I know, I gots to stay TRU
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| Be gettin' my fuckin' hustle on, and stack my fuckin' dividends
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| Cuz if I ain’t got no money and I’m broke, fuck friends
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| I feel like, I’m paralyzed cuz my own baby, won’t hug me
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| My momma, won’t let me in the house cuz she talkin' bout
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| She scared of me
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| The only reason I sell drugs is survive
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| The only reason I kill, is to stay alive
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| I’m constantly watchin' my back cuz playa haters act like hoes
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| But they don’t wanna fuck with me cuz i turn bustas into John Does
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| I’m not a role model so keep your kids up out my face
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| Talkin' bout, I’m sellin' drugs ain’t doin' nothin
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| But killin', my own race
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| Police can’t catch me, betta kill me, ain’t gon' let 'em arrest me
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| They don’t, understand I draw my nine faster than Jesse
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| I’ve been know to have a temper, and I click quick, like this
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| Befo' I was crazy, but now I’m strapped and I’m sick
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| 187 killin' murder’s a hobby
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| Thank God, this be the charge, six counts armed robbery
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| Back in the free world same shit, (ain't gon' change)
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| Call V, say he got weed, but fuck, I need clothes man
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| Damn, shoud I get that ski mask G?
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| Should I rob him, try to get a job?
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| Damn, the man’s testin' me
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| I keep visualizin' jail cells, and closed caskets
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| Put a credit to the grave he blastin
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| Fill my coffin laughin', chewin tobaco
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| I’m just a gangsta livin' day to day, tryna survive
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| Try to stay high to realize why my homies out there die
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| Now why you keep on testin' me, sendin' these cops to arrest me
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| Put me in bad situations, but I won’t let life, get the best of me
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| I was born in a fucked situation, but I’m not a born killa
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| But I’ve seen some shit in my time, that escaped a grown nigga
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| Wonder if, its a test, see how much I could hold up on my shoulder
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| T-R-U 'cross my stomach, on my back, a fuckin' soldier
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| It just don’t seem right, it just don’t seem right
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| The shit a nigga go through, makin' me wanna scream like Mike
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| It stresses me, its only after this
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| I wants to know, if its a in if I kill a nigga, over self-defense
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| Most of my people don’t like me
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| And a lot of 'em can’t stand me
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| But I wonder if its a sin if I kill and rob to feed my fuckin' family
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| It’s suvival of the fittest, you be my witness
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| I don’t give a fuck about the money
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| Cuz I can’t take none of that shit with me
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| If its a test, then let me know
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| But if its my time to go then let me go. |
| Amen
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| My record went gold, my family started money trippin
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| I could look into the eyes of a nigga that wants to catch me slippin'
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| Somebody hollered «Don't go out like 2Pac!»
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| That be the same nigga tryin' to fill me up, with buckshots
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| The game get dirty that’s why I’m blastin'
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| Its plenty niggas out there wanna see the P, in a casket
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| That’s why they spread rumors, lies, I died
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| Niggas don’t wanna see another nigga get a piece, fo the fuckin' pie
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| My friends trippin' cuz I got ends
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| Niggas don’t wanna see a black nigga rolin', in a fuckin' Benz
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| My old lady say I’m stuck up
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| I got to sleep with one eye open, this whole world is fucked up
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| Got me poppin' dono
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| Ask Bo but he don’t know what P know about the ghetto
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| You ain’t got no dollars, you got no friends
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| If I go to jail how many y’all niggas gon' visit me in the pen
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| But if I die it be a million niggas at my funeral
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| They wanna see me knocked out like Tyson, did Bruno
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| If I wear red or a blue, then I’m a gang banga
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| If I make gangsta rhymes, huh, then I’m a dope slanga
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| Every nigga I used to know that didn’t make it
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| Think I owe 'em somethin'
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| Every nigga I know in the ghetto, huh
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| Ask me to front 'em somethin'
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| My own company, niggas, want me to sign them up
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| They don’t think I could work for this shit
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| And how hard it take to come up
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| They too busy, throwin' tesses (tests)
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| Got me strapped with pistols wearin' bullet proof vesses (vests)
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| Every hoe I fuck, hope the rubber pop
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| The media spread rumors I smoke too much weed
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| I guess they wanna see me smokin' rocks
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| Heh, I think the Lord is testin' me
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| Either this a bad dream or my fuckin' mind messin' with me |