| Working out on Gavin’s woodpile
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| safe within the harmony of kin
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| visions begin to crowd my eyes
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| like a meteor shower in the autumn skies
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| and the soil beneath me seems to moan
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| with a sound like the wind through a hollow bone
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| and my mind fills with figures like Lappish runes of power…
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| And log slams on rough-hewn log
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| and a voice from somewhere scolds a barking dog.
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| I remember a bleak-eyed prisoner
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| in the Stoney Mountain life-suspension home
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| you drink and fight and damage someone
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| and they throw you away for some years of boredom
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| one year done and five more to go --
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| no job waiting so no parole
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| and over and over they tell you that you’re nothing…
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| And I toss another log on Gavin’s woodpile
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| and wonder at the lamp-warm window’s welcome smile.
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| I remember crackling embers
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| coloured windows shining through the rain
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| like the coloured slicks on the English River
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| death in the marrow and death in the liver
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| and some government gambler with his mouth full of steak
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| saying «if you can’t eat the fish, fish in some other lake.
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| To watch a people die -- it is no new thing. |
| «and the stack of wood grows higher and higher
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| and a helpless rage seems to set my brain on fire.
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| And everywhere the free space fills
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| like a punctured diving suit and I’m
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| paralyzed in the face of it all
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| cursed with the curse of these modern times
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| Distant mountains, blue and liquid,
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| luminous like a thickening of sky
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| flash in my mind like a stairway to life --
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| a train whistle cuts through the scene like a knife
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| three hawks wheel in a dazzling sky --
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| a slow motion jet makes them look like a lie
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| and I’m left to conclude there’s no human answer near…
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| But there’s a narrow path to a life to come
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| that explodes into sight with the power of the sun.
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| A mist rises as the sun goes down
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| and the light that’s left forms a kind of crown
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| the earth is bread, the sun is wine
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| it’s a sign of a hope that’s ours for all time.
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| (Burritt's Rapids 17/11/75)
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| (* «Lappish runes» -- Lapp Shamans covered their drums with striking magical
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| symbols, which were then used to divine, contact spirits, etc.)
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| (* «English River» -- river system in north-western Ontario, polluted with
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| mercury for the next hundred years by the Reid paper company. |
| Nobody is doing
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| much about the fact that the native people who live along its course have lost
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| both food and liveliho |