| (Who's to blame for the state I’m in
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| I play my cards but somehow can’t win)
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| Listen when life leaves you beaten up
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| Don’t lay around in it, hurry pick them pieces up
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| Cling closely to the people you love
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| They’re your umbrella when the weathers tough
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| See to it that your head is up
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| If not just remember this
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| Just never let your chest and your chin touch in public
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| Those that stand against us would love this
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| Man fuck them, something’s bugging em'
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| They feel inadequate or something and that’s been dug in em'
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| So deep they can’t stand someone else making shit
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| Player hatred, same concept created Satan
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| Play em, no never mind let em play their part
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| They’re here to make us prove we are what we say we are
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| We say we are the hard hearted
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| Been discarded from everything we’ve ever been part of
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| They just robbed it
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| Unguarded, tormented and tortured
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| And got nothing but scars and grey hairs to show for it
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| Fuck that, every stone that’s ever been cast or blow that ever landed
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| Helped to build that man that’s standing before your bitch ass
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| And back to wreak havoc and never retired, retreated or recanted
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| I, don’t expect you to have stood where I’m standing
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| Why, respect is the only thing I’m demanding
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| Try, you and I could build this understanding
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| You can’t honestly shake unless you know where my hand’s been brother
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| This is a piece of my puzzle now
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| Through the years I found peace in my struggle now
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| If we were put here to carry a great weight
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| The very things we hate are here to build those muscles
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| This is a piece of my puzzle now
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| Through the years I found peace in my struggle now
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| (Who's to blame for the state I’m in — Yours truly
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| I play my cards but somehow I can’t win)
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| Listen I was taught that mistakes made with great intentions
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| Were never sins but where life lessons begin
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| Now that I’m 27, single father starting over yet again
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| I am who I have to forgive
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| Lost my mumma to cancer, closed a 10 year chapter shortly after
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| Can’t deny that was some shit
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| Alone in this life would’ve been at my throat with a knife chop
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| Were it not for my passion to live
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| Follow my soul, not that I don’t know the penalty
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| But that’s the legacy that I pass to my kids
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| Heard of shining in the heat of the moment
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| And won my freedom the moment I realized that’s what this…
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| I can’t believe my eyes Lord
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| I don’t know what I’m seeing
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| I done watched them smash into little pieces everything I’ve been building
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| I can’t believe my ears Lord
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| I don’t know what I’m hearing
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| I heard they smash into little pieces everything I’ve been building
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| (Who's to blame for the state I’m in
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| I play my cards but somehow I can’t win) |