| I grew up on the crime side
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| The New York Times side
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| Stayin' alive was no jive
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| Had secondhands
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| Mom’s bounced on old man
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| So then we moved to Shaolin land
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| A young youth, yo rockin' the gold tooth, 'Lo goose
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| Only way I be gettin' the G off was drug loot
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| And let’s start it like this, son
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| Rollin' with this one and that one
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| Pullin' out gats for fun
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| But it was just a dream for the teen who was a fiend
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| Started smokin' woolas at 16
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| And runnin' up in gates and doin' hits for high stakes
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| Makin' my way on fire escapes
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| No question I would speed for cracks and weed
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| The combination made my eyes bleed
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| No question I would flow off
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| And try to get the dough all
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| Stickin' up white boys in ball courts
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| My life got no better, same damn 'Lo sweater
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| Times is rough and tough like leather
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| Figured out I went the wrong route
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| So I got with a sick tight clique and went all out
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| Catchin' keys from across seas
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| Rollin' in MPV’s, every week we made forty G’s
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| Yo brothers respect mine, or anger the TEC-9
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| Ch-pow, move from the gate, now |
| It’s been twenty-two long hard years
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| I’m still strugglin'
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| Survival got me buggin'
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| But I’m alive on arrival
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| I peep at the shape of the streets
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| And stay awake to the
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| Ways of the world 'cause deep
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| A man with a dream with plans to make cream
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| Which failed; |
| I went to jail at the age of fifteen
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| A young buck sellin' drugs and such
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| Who never had much
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| Tryin' to get a clutch
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| At what I could not touch
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| The court played me short
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| Now I face incarceration
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| Pacin', goin' upstate’s my destination
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| Handcuffed in the back of a bus
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| Forty of us
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| Life as a shorty
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| Shouldn’t be so rough
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| But as the world turned
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| I learned life is hell
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| Livin' in the world
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| No different from a cell
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| Every day I escape from Jakes givin' chase
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| Sellin' base, smokin' bones in the staircase
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| Though I don’t know why
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| I chose to smoke sess
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| I guess that’s the time
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| When I’m not depressed
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| But I’m still depressed, and I ask:
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| «What's it worth?»
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| Ready to give up so I seek the old Earth
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| Who explained workin' hard
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| May help you maintain
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| To learn to overcome |
| The heartaches and pain
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| We got stick-up kids
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| Corrupt cops, and crack rocks
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| And stray shots, all on the block that stays hot
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| Leave it up to me while I be livin' proof
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| To kick the truth to the young black youth
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| But shorty’s runnin' wild
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| Smokin' sess, drinkin' beer
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| And ain’t tryin' to hear what I’m kickin' in his ear
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| Neglected for now, but yo
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| It gots to be accepted
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| That what?
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| That life is hectic |