| Working just to fake a living
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| I can’t pretend, I can’t pretend
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| Why the fuck am I existing?
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| Constant dread, constant dread
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| Painful visions, manifesting
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| Taking forms, they’re out to get me
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| In this life, I see the ending
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| No remorse, just fucking test me
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| Unhinged and traumatized
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| Waiting to take my goddamn life
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| Trapped inside, I’m capsized
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| Solitary, self-defined
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| White walls caged my emotion
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| Atrocity in mystic auras
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| Help me explain
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| Why I obey
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| So now you know
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| The whole truth
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| I’ll never b the only one to hold the gun
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| Hlp me explain
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| Why I obey
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| I’ll never be the only one staring at the sun
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| Tell me why am I so susceptible
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| To being caught in the ebb and flow
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| And keeping my head held low
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| This pain has got to go
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| So my peace of mind can take the light alone
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| Endless ridicule
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| Was it noticeable how terrible
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| This life has become an illusion
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| Hold on ‘till the bitter end
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| Until I can’t even defend |