Lyrics December - Breakdown of Sanity

December

I had the pictures in my head?
drawn by faith and trust
Shaped by my conviction?
is this my blame
Can it be so simple
I never realized it
I see my visions melting down
Can not keep it in my hands
This is like a fuckin' dream
The drips of my future pulling me down
Encircled by reality, I’m diving in my past
This sight was a nightmare
This sight tattered my heart into rags
Open windows howling at me
I see my fears become reality
My lungs are filled by pain and sorrow
By tears and broken fuckin' aims
I hope one day we will see us again
Some day
Is this the end
And I ask myself
Would you look at me
Would you remember my face
Just look me in the eyes, one last time
Everthing faded to an ugly grey
I never expected an end like this