| First of all, daughter has changed from school clothes to something more festive
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| Dressing a little makes her feel, and consequently look, more charming
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| Even the table takes on a special air
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| I’ve been groomed to bend into
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| The never-ending song of a mockingbird’s tune
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| Stroking my hair with desperation I stare
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| A rope for attention, a hope that you mention my name
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| That I’m more than a stain on your clean reputation
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| More than the pain of your weak medication
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| You’ve made invitations
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| Sent out dinner reservations for two so that you can consume
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| Another boy who’s just a toy in your room
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| It’s the worst that you never hurt
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| And I hate that you can’t relate
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| To this smoke show with mirrors I watch myself play
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| It’s the worst that I never learned
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| And I hate the look on your face
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| In this beautiful horror that I can’t escape
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| I chose to ignore
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| All the blood on the floor
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| From all of the times that you cut me before
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| Too mesmerized by the face I adored
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| To survive you kissed me good night, you told me play nice
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| But a sadist shows love with the tip of a knife
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| Could you have the common decency
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| Not to stand there and watch me bleed?
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| It’s the worst that you never hurt
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| And I hate that you can’t relate
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| To this smoke show with mirrors I watch myself play
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| It’s the worst that I never learned
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| And I hate the look on your face
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| In this beautiful horror that I can’t escape
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| (I can’t escape)
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| Are you having any fun yet?
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| Are you having any fun yet? |
| (Having fucking fun?)
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| Any second thoughts of us yet?
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| Are you bored with the bodies piled up in this room?
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| Now I party with corpses that are better than you
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| It’s the worst that you never hurt
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| And I hate that you can’t relate
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| To this smoke show with mirrors I watch myself play
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| It’s the worst that I never learned
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| And I hate the look on your face
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| In this beautiful horror that I can’t escape
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| Well, the dinner date has begun, and they’re all happy about it |