| I’ll buy some cigarettes and smoke them on the beach
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| I’ll walk home alone and douse my whole bedroom in bleach
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| Because I feel safe behind these four brick walls
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| But my skin’s too thin so can I borrow yours?
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| It’s just enough to let you walk out of that door
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| Knowing you left your head at home
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| I’ll close my eyes but I haven’t dreamed in weeks
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| I’ll board up all of my windows and sedate myself with sleep
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| Cause I’m not giving up, but not getting up
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| Still here and it’s all because of me
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| Because I wished it was bright so i’ll just wait for the light
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| I’m sick of hearing I’m wrong instead of hearing I’m right
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| I’m sick of hearing that everything is fine
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| All I ever wanted to be
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| Was safe in the comfort of my own company
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| All that you ever needed from me was for me to be conscious
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| And act like there’s nothing wrong
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| I’ll close my eyes but I haven’t dreamed in weeks
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| I’ll board up all of my windows and sedate myself with sleep
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| Cause I’m not giving up, but not not getting up
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| Still here and it’s all because of me
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| I fell asleep with the weight of the world
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| Crushing me until I’m gone
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| Until I’m gone
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| I’ll close my eyes but I haven’t dreamed in weeks
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| I’ll board up all of my windows and sedate myself with sleep
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| Cause I’m not giving up, but not getting up
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| Still here and it’s all because of me |