| (If you're sleeping are you dreaming
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| If you're dreaming are you dreaming of me?
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| I can't believe you actually picked me.)
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| (”Hi Justin, this is your mother, and it's 2:33 on Monday afternoon.
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| I was just calling to see how you were doing.
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| You sounded really uptight last night.
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| It made me a little nervous, and a l... and... well... it made me nervous, it sounded like you were nervous, too.
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| I just wanted to make sure you were really OK,
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| And wanted to see if you were checking in on your medication.
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| You know I love you, and...
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| Take care honey
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| I know you're under a lot of pressure.
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| See ya. |
| Bye bye”)
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| I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head
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| They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
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| Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone
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| Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
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| There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
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| An ounce of peace is all I want for you. |
| Will you never call again?
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| And will you never say that you loved me, just to put it in my face?
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| And will you never try to reach me?
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| It is I that wanted space
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| Hate me today
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| Hate me tomorrow
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| Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
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| Hate me in ways
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| Yeah, ways hard to swallow
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| Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you
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| I’m sober now for three whole months it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with
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| The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won’t touch again
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| In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
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| While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
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| You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
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| You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
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| So I’ll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
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| And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
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| Hate me today
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| Hate me tomorrow
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| Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you
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| Hate me in ways
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| Yeah, ways hard to swallow
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| Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you
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| And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
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| Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
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| And like a baby boy I never was a man
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| Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
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| And then I fell down yelling, “Make it go away!”
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| Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
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| And then she whispered, “How can you do this to me?”
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| Hate me today
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| Hate me tomorrow
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| Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you
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| Hate me in ways
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| Yeah, ways hard to swallow
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| Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you
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| For you
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| For you
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| For you
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| [Children voices:]
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| If you're sleeping are you dreaming,
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| If you're dreaming are you dreaming of me?
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| I can't believe you actually picked me
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| [Girl:] Hey, Justin! |
| [12x] |