
Date of issue: 21.06.1997
Age restrictions: 18+
Record label: Victory
Song language: English
Redemption Denied |
You know sometimes when I get up in the morning |
I don’t know if I can face another day |
Because shit’s been so fucking hard for so fucking long |
And it don’t seem like shits ever going to change |
Sometimes when I look in the mirrior |
I look despised at what I see cause pride |
Strength, all of love and life they don’t seem to have alot to do with me |
Feels like something went wrong with me a long time ago |
Something inside me way deep down died |
And I can’t remember when |
I just don’t know where the fuck I went wrong… |
What’s life but a river of tears anyway, huh? |
Every Day |
Each fucking day I pray |
I pray to a god that I know does not exist |
For a way |
Some fucking way |
Some day |
For away to make my way through this world full of shit |
Every Day |
Each fucking day I pray |
I pray to a god that I know does not exist |
For a way |
Some fucking way |
Some day |
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit |
I’ve got nothing left |
I await for the angel of death |
I’ve lost too many times too many times to count the pain is so great |
Let me tell you something, rock bottom is a sweet fucking dream |
A myth made up by a liar who’s dispear you can slip into forever |
I’ve been as low as you can go |
And I guess here at the bottom the only place you can go is up |
But everytime I get ahead everytime I start to get somewhere |
It’s seems like someone or something knocks me the fuck back down |
One step forward, two steps back |
I read somewhere «without hope you will die» |
…I think I’ve lost hope |
I’ve got nothing left |
I await for the angel of death |
I’ve lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great |
I’m so tired of being fucked up all the time |
But I can’t seem to do it any other way |
Maybe I’m not as strong as you |
But sometimes my fucked up life brings me down |
When I look around |
My life it didn’t make me hate |
It just hardened something deep down inside of me |
I think it was my humanity |
I want it back, I want to feel normal again, I wanna feel like a human |
I don’t wanna be like this no more |
I’m just looking for some shelter of salvation |
Or something to believe in or just maybe someone who cared |
I’ve got nothing left |
I await for the angel of death |
I’ve lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great |
I never asked for life |
I wish that at birth I had died |
I tried to drown this hate |
Death will be the cure for all this pain |
Every Day |
Each fucking day I pray |
I pray to a god that I know does not exist |
For a way |
Some fucking way |
Some day |
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit |
Every Day |
Each fucking day I pray |
I pray to a god that I know does not exist |
For a way |
Some fucking way |
Some day |
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit |
I’ve got nothing left |
I await for the angel of death |
I’ve lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great |
I never asked for life |
I wish that at birth I had died |
I tried to drown this hate |
Death will be the cure for all this pain |
Every Day |
Each fucking day I pray |
I pray to a god that I know does not exist |
For a way |
Some fucking way |
Some day |
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit |
Every Day |
Each fucking day I pray |
I pray to a god that I know does not exist |
For a way |
Some fucking way |
Some day |
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit |
I’ve got nothing left |
I await for the angel of death |
I’ve lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great |
I never asked for life |
I wish that at birth I had died |
I tried to drown this hate |
Death will be the cure for all this pain |
Every Day |
Each fucking day I pray |
I pray to a god that I know does not exist |
For a way |
Some fucking way |
Some day |
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit |
Every Day |
Each fucking day I pray |
I pray to a god that I know does not exist |
For a way |
Some fucking way |
Some day |
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit |
There’s no where to turn, everyone betrays you |
I can’t trust anyone and I’m so fucking paranoid |
I’m allways waiting for the phone or door |
It’s just nobody for sure |
I can’t remember when a day’s gone by |
That I haven’t thought about bringing myself up |
I know I ain’t shit but I know I’ll never be shit |
I’ve got no future but I think I can deal with it, I think I can live |
If I can just look at one person |
And see them smile at me and know that they meant it |
Every Day |
Each fucking day I pray |
I pray to a god that I know does not exist |
For a way |
Some fucking way |
Some day |
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit |
Every Day |
Each fucking day I pray |
I pray to a god that I know does not exist |
For a way |
Some fucking way |
Some day |
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit |
Every Day |
Each fucking day I pray |
I pray to a god that I know does not exist |
For a way |
Some fucking way |
Some day |
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit |
Every Day |
Each fucking day I pray |
I pray to a god that I know does not exist |
For a way |
Some fucking way |
Some day |
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit |
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